"you have come to discover what you want"
what i want is not to want what isn't mine
"but i am desire" when it all is said and done
tori amos - another girl's paradise
XD this rings too true with me. why?! ;u;?!
sometimes i feel like something that died, but didn't know. so now i'm just this empty thing that doesn't belong anywhere, and i can't figure out why i feel so detached from everything.
XD i'e been drawing in this sketch pad my mom gave me a couple months ago and pretty good! i drew my yume and kyuumu iRO characters. and one grubby sketch of my FFXI character (that came out better then the oekaki i had attempted). what i fear is that i'm getting reaquainted with drawing on paper and that's just taking me farther away from oekaki then i already am right now.
TuT i need a computer brain, or something
ps - what the hell is up with oekaki central ? XD
i don't like the picture links on pictures, it looks clumsy and childish -- and ;u; i don't understand them unless i float the mouse over them. also they just look out of place on the side of the image how they are.
pps - shufu better be getting me a meow ligual for xmas XD!