☆ STARCROSSED PIMP (yume) wrote,

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so anyone can hurt me, and they do

shazamy had this in his journal.

"Another Suitcase In Another Hall"

I don't expect my love affairs to last for long
Never fool myself that my dreams will come true
Being used to trouble I anticipate it
But all the same I hate it, wouldn't you?


Eva: So what happens now?
Che: Another suitcase in another hall
Eva: So what happens now?
Che: Take your picture off another wall
Eva: Where am I going to?
Che: You'll get by, you always have before
Eva: Where am I going to?

Time and time again I've said that I don't care
That I'm immune to gloom, that I'm hard through and through
But every time it matters all my words desert me
So anyone can hurt me, and they do


Call in three months time and I'll be fine, I know
Well maybe not that fine, but I'll survive anyhow
I won't recall the names and places of each sad occasion
But that's no consolation here and now.

[chorus, with Che's lines being sung by the starlets]

Huevo: Don't ask anymore.

this song is one of my theme songs.

people always try to described as a tough as nails kind of person. because i can get through one crisis after another, only suffering the most superficial wounds. i am admired for this courage i seem to have, but i don't find myself courageous at all.

life is tough, you accept that, then live through it, right?

i don't get depressed, and i used to think that i was "immune to gloom" but i am always getting hurt and i can never find the words to express this to those i love. it's something i am working on. been working on for a long time now, only making the smallest steps forward.

i may not have left las vegas, but my suitcase has seen a lot of travel. sometimes, thinking back on it all, it may seems like a sad song, but over all, i have enjoyed the ride. and i am happy with who i have become. i will never stop asking "where am i going to?" but for now, i don't think i need an answer. :)
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